BOREDUM!!!! I hate being bored. I've been getting pissy for no reason and am feeling super stressed feeling lately and everyone is getting on my DAMN nerves. no clue why? Jeremy did bring me a "surprise" today home today, wondered why it was taking him so long to get home..... He got me a 2 week tan package to get me some color. I love being tan, makes my self esteem go through the roof and makeup looks so much better on. now to do something with my freggin hair. need some color or maybe some honey highlights. It needs something and some more cut off and some texture.
I applied for a job last night at Applebee's while we were there so hopefully I get it since all college kids are about to go back to school they will be hiring. We could use some extra money and I want to buy stuff like photography props and I got 2 actually 3 lenses on my list right now. Oh and I some some princess cut diamond earrings. I am terrified to get back into work though. maybe its cause I have not had a "real" job since before Taylor was born, or before I was even pregnant with her. I have a feeling once I get a job though and make some money ill be okay but getting my foot through the door is hard for me. It's gonna suck cause I will be working opposite as Jeremy so as soon as he comes home most likely I'll be going to work. and I feel like with having 2 kids during the day I wont even be able to do anything like tan or even go to the river, gonna suck for him worse cause he wont be able to go to gym or really out on boat. Maybe I will make some friends though. I really need them. I have been hanging out with my sister Stephanie which is nice. I need some good friends and family in my life. Taylor and her girls get along great. We are actually going to go to more garage sales this weekend again but taking the girls. hopefully can find the girls some cute clothes and cheapo toys and I am in desperate need of some shorts myself if i can find some cute ones for cheap that fit my huge hips.
Found a nice wooden swing set stand on CL for cheap too, hoping I can find someone with a truck to pick it up for me. I am so sick of going to the park in this heat (100* weather) it sucks especially cause I have to walk 10 minutes to even get there so by the time I am at the end of the street I'm ready to go home. Hopefully we can get this and set it up and buy Taylor a swing and we can just go out back and swing for a few then come in. plus I have a baby swing although the dogs chewed it up I'm sure its still works just harder to get buckle undone. Freggin mutts! any who I really want this swing set. I need it!
I started to learn how to crochet to make some stuff to sell for some extra cash if i could just make a sale. I am getting pretty good but started a wizard hat and just not into it but then again I am, feeling overwhelmed by kids as soon as I start and no support but though "likes" and comments on Facebook. everyone else just HATES which is starting to get on my nerves. here are my first few projects that turned out. I can NOT make a dishrag but can make a hat LOL go figure
hahah my dishrag
first owl hat and second for a newborn
zebra hat back and front
matching grey hats for kyler and taylor
and right now I am working on a disney fantasia hat. a blue wizard one. super cute so far but the stitching on it is killing me.
So............. if anyone would maybe want a hat made my prices are $15 for baby's, $18 for kids and teens and $20 for adults. It may go up some if its a crazy pattern or excessive colors and color changing which takes a lot more time.